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Sheng, I don't know who is who, I'd take them all and inspect them close up and choose the ones I like. I just hope that neither Krystal nor Victoria is the one that looks like a guy.

I need to start writing more since I'm taking English this semester and got 3 major projects. Damn. I hate writing.

I have no idea on what to write about. Hmm, I don't mean to steal your thunder here Sam but I think I'll write a tribute to your journey on the Quickie search, not that I am that well equipped to write it and since you nagged about a lack of updates. I only saw you on the quickie once. If you don't like it or don't want it up anymore, tell me. I'll remove it and let you touch me for a while.

Here's to Sam, whom as far as I know, is the first among us to have her face and name seen in the magical colored moving images but soul stealing boxes sitting in out living rooms and some bedrooms and even toilets. Although you did not emerge victorious, don't be too sad. You can always name your child Victoria. Frankly, I turned off the TV to go take a shit and then a long shower after I saw a female that wasn't you sandwiched between the 2 guys on the couch. And I only saw you once on the Quickie and that wasn't even live. But cut me some slack, I was in the US at that time.

I don't know if you will agree with me on this paragraph but you don't have to. You are not going to pull an ISA on me right? Firstly, as I think you know, it is a tedious job. The travelling to 1U, the make up, the late timeslot, and some other things which I can't think of. And you as a student have your studies as your priorities. More so when you are taking your A Levels which I think has one of the heaviest workloads. So you already being so busy, why make yourself busier? You're not a bee. And you're not yet even 20. And also, to illustrate my point, when I was back, I only SAW you 3 times. Emphasis on saw because I just look at you, you look at me, you try to touch me and succeed, then I give my usual response, communicate a very little tiny winy bit and then siaran tergendala. Blame me if you want for the lack of communication but I am a shy boy. Besides, one time you had to leave early because you had to prepare for your big day the next day and another time you were on a 'date' so I didn't want to ruin your moments. I'm not sure if it was a pseudo-date or a real date and I also don't know who initiated it but I'm not gonna extend my nose and inadvertently or indirectly ruin your chances with him.

Moreover, you are still young. Older than me by slightly more than a year though, but still young. People say that 20 is the new 10 right? So, you're 9. I'm pretty sure that this exposure has unlocked and will open more doors to opportunities for you in the future if it hasn't already. It will then be up to you to step into those doors or watch as you stand there and do nothing while they close right before your eyes. Well, you made it into the Top 6 out of I don't know how many people who auditioned. Somewhere between 30,000 or 3,000? I'll guess 3,333. And even if I take the smaller number, you are already in the top 0.2 percentile. And I think you gained lots of insight and experience about a prospective future career. You had many supportive fans too, who are like you, not afraid to fight. And lastly, I forgot to ask for your autograph.

OK, I already spewed out much more crap than I expected to. It's probably a sign for me to go sleep.